July 7, 2011

Closure

In the last couple of days, I started to remember little things about you and me.

Like, how it used to upset you when you can't talk to me everyday. I remember you getting upset when I told you that I have to go while we are on the phone.

Like, you were 'mad' about us not watching the July 4th fireworks together.

Why did you come back into my life? After I had gotten over you, after I moved on from you, after I stopped talking about you, after I actually stopped hating you, You came back to my life again to mess up everything.

I was actually able to smile about us, before you came back. Now, all I feel is heartaches and sadness. I can't even cry about it, because I already used up all my tears for you.

Why did you come back? You just wanted a closure before you move on to Angela? Why did you even need a closure from me? Who is going to give me a closure then?

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